Cool fact numero deus, I still have zero f$&king purpose and no f$&king idea what to do with the rest of my life.

So f$&king annoying that the only GD place I could connect is a broken f$&king platform I am not meant to be on.

Time to disconnect

The 0.43 mean time video (took 12 minutes this morning)

So far the only platform upon which I’ve managed to get a sizeable chunk of folks interested in what I have to offer (freely) to the world is the platform that permanently suspended my account … good times.

♫ When I was juusst a little chiilld
♫ 'appineesss was therre a whiille
♫ Then from meee it slipped one daayyy
♫ HaappiiNeessss
♫ Come back⁀I saayy
♫ Cause if you don't come
♫ Gonna go loookingg
♫ Yeah
♫ For haapppiineessss
♫ I'mm hurrtinng innnsiidde

I see what you did here @manton, smart

Just to rephrase what I said in the last post:

Feeling capable of doing anything … and not feeling like there is a point to any of it … f$&king blows

And of course the disqus charge went through yesterday, that sh$t needs to go.

But, hey … the five minute b$tch sessions are back

The one that has me not bothering to keep writing lives here

Why I call this sh$te a personal journal rather than a blog

0.43 pace (Next time it will be clean and then I keep working it down to 0.40)

If there’s a platform that nurtures the reciprocal exchange of all things intellectual as a way of unlocking what was once thought impossible, somebody point me to it … ‘cause I can’t find it … and my babel fish is withering away of starvation.

Hashtag still the exit plan once I've had my fill of humanity

Hashtag SFW

Felt-tip fealty
Stolen obscenities
Mistake a meme for a movement
Relace the seam with dissolvable stitches
Rebuild atop a crumbling foundation
Division as salvation
Rebrand sickness as entertainment
Zero sum inversion
Decaying recursion
Garbage in, garbage out
Beat that drum
Run back to what you knew
For four long years you’ve wanted to
I’ll choke down all that might have been
And spit out what you’re accustomed to

Really annoying that I can’t find stimulating content or interaction in a way that would keep me writing. All my essays are from like two one week periods separated by two months of shooting the sh$t.

Step one … pick up and play the godd@mn bass after years of ignoring it … f$&kin' ✓

♫ Weeapons not⁀food,
♫ Not⁀homes, not⁀shoes
♫ Not need,
♫ Just feed the⁀war cannibal⁀animal⁀I
♫ Walk⁀the⁀corner to⁀the⁀rubble
♫ That used⁀to⁀be⁀a library
♫ Line-up to the mind cemetery now
♫ What we don't know
♫ Keeps the contract alive an movin'
♫ They don't gotta⁀burn⁀the⁀books
♫ They just⁀remove⁀'em
♫ Whiile⁀arms warehouses
♫ Fill⁀as quick-as the-cells
♫ Rally round the family,
♫ Pockets full of shells
♫ Bulls on parade

♫ I'min the waiting room
♫ I don't want the neewwss
♫ I gotno usefor ittt
♫ Welli don't read the neeewss
♫ I won't live byittt
♫ Sittin' outsiide of toowwn
♫ Everybody's always doown
♫ Tellmewwhhyy
♫ BeeeCause they can't get up
♫ Neooww comeon getup